Reborn Feelings

Erotic Dreams

2011-02-10T03:13:00.000-08:00

So the other day I came upon a friend who has some slight trouble with her dreams lately. Of course I didn't expect a weird phone call from her saying that she had an erection from an erotic dream.

PHONE RINGING.....

ME : Hello?

FRIEND : Yeah, it's me, listen I've got trouble, i'm seriously in some deep shit here.

ME : Yeah hello again, _____ (insert name of interest) so what's up.

FRIEND : I had.. a weird dream yesterday.. and a.. an.. erection.

ME : ..... YOU'RE TELLING ME THIS WHY!?!? DO FEMALES EVEN GET ERECTION??!?

FRIEND : Yeah, first weird erotic dream I ever had.. shit man.. it was all to real..

ME : ...... Why am I discussing this with you again? No, why are you even telling me this?

FRIEND : Because I've never dreamt about it? Duh.. It's my first time.

ME : Right... You're going to have to talk to someone who's actually experience this situation before.

FRIEND : ......... You've never had an erotic dream before?

ME : EEEEW. NO. NEVER. When I do, I'll tell you.. in like, 10 years or something..

Yeah that was pretty much it. Anyway the awkward conversation got me thinking, why didn't I have an erotic dream yet? Surely I'm eighteen years old now and yet I don't see any vision of me having or rather doing it at some point. Not that I really care about it since I don't plan to have sexual intercourse anytime soon. Besides I'll do it after I get married so no worries there. But since I have so much free time to spare now I actually researched about the whole.. EROTIC DREAM thing. Very..

Interesting, weird that I found out females and males without any intent or thinking on sex will NEVER have an erotic dream until something or someone triggers their line of sexual desires. For example a boy aged 14 accidentally took a peek at a internet sex ad. He has two options. Either to proceed or to get the hell out of there. Let's pick option no.2. He leaves the ad and continues on playing computer games such as pokemon or something. Now it may seem that he was unaffected by the ad but there is a slight (subconciously) chance that at the same night he WILL experience an erotic dream, thus that boy will start having experiencing sexual desires at that very moment. Don't beleive me? Go google it. I guarantee you'll find this completely true, well if you like to base things on facts then yeah. So if any moms reading this make sure you have google safe mode turn on at all times before letting your child wander around the internet.

But what about an orgasm dream? Now listen.. er, read here. According to Alfred Kinsey, two thirds of women and nearly 100% of men reported experiencing overtly sexual dreams. Further, 83% of men had experienced nocturnal emissions both with and without dreams, usually during their late teens and 20's. Surprisingly what made me laugh was that 'woman' by age 45, nearly 40% of women reported that they had experienced an orgasm from a sex dream. So it seems like to me that older women will definitely have more experience of an orgasm from an erotic dream in their late 40's. It's quite bizarre really, I don't fully understand myself what dear Alfred was stating. Though you can't blame him since his information was dated back in the 50's.

So let's move on to a modern side note ya? More recent studies of female college students found that 35% reported having nocturnal orgasms, a dramatic change from the 8% of that age group in Kinsey's study. This dramatic increase was not attributed to any physiological change in women, rather, it is likely due to more liberal sexual attitudes, general awareness of nocturnal orgasms and more positive feelings about sex dreams. Interestingly, as with men, many women attribute their very first orgasm to dreams. Now think about it. Women from the 50's and women from 2010 factor led different lifestyles. Women back in the 50's did not have time to think about sex or rather there isn't much things to help them explore their desires (example : having a discussion about the first night). women of the twenty-first century experience the erotic dream at a younger age much much much quicker than the women of the 50's simply because what's surrounding them are PLENTY of sexual triggers or desires (example : internet, physical education, sex toys and so on). This however is considered a normal thing in the change of human evolution. We are, as someone once said, simply evolving at a peculiar rate which even us humans can't explain it through papers or common sense.

Anyway the reason why I did this was simply to figure out why my friend had an erotic dream or maybe why I'm a late bloomer. But I'm just merely stating the facts.

IT'S NORMAL TO HAVE AN EROTIC DREAM. IT'S PART OF BEING HUMAN.

Natalia

yeah. I'm alive.

2011-02-10T03:03:00.001-08:00

Just want to let the world know that yes.. I'm alive. Yay world. Now go celebrate ya? Uhm. No, anyway been busy with things and all. Since I have abso-frekin-lutely nothing to do I'll be posting on here much more than usual. So yeah, expect much.

And so they named me "NEKO"

2010-03-05T19:34:00.000-08:00

Hello guys, guess what I'm finally form 5 (I know, neko is suppose to post this 3 MONTHS AGO, but neko was busy) Anyway, being form 5 wasn't what i was gonna talk about on this post. It's about how one human pronounced my name wrong, and the others followed. Here's the story.

One day, which was last Friday or something, I went to the clinic (i had migraine) so as I arrived, i was told to wait at the kids section. (Lol, not really i just sat at the kids section) so there i was sitting, watching kids playing. So then I saw a plushie, a barney plushie and decided to play with it. (you know me, suke menjahanamkan barang. XD) ... UHM, anyway, some kids went up to me and asked for the barney. So i gave it to them, and watched them play. So i was bored, all alone and decided to play with them. Now here's were it all began.

ME : What'ca playing??

KIDS : TOYS!!!!!!

ME : Oh.... Can I play too??

KIDS : NO.

ME : ..... (T_T)

KIDS : OK.

ME : (=.=)"

KIDS : Okay, name!!

ME : HUH???

KIDS : your name..

ME : Oh, nik.

KIDS : Huh? Neko? Ok then, all hail neko!!!! (this part never happen, i was exaggerating)

Lol, something like that. Anyway it sounded nice so I decided that would be my second nickname, (as you know my first was nat393) Yup. Oh yeah, one more thing. sorry for the late posting, been kinda busy lately.

"ALL HAIL NEKO!!! ALL HAIL NEKO!!!!!!!!"

Natalia

Hello 2010, Goodbye 2009

2010-01-01T02:51:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!

Yeah... Hello 2010, Goodbye 2009. Hope everybody had a great year last year, and hope you guys will have a greater year this year, including me of course. Yeah, last year was a bit of a f***** up year for me.. Well, not really. C'mon, I'm trying not to curse last year, give me some credit will ya? Uhm, anyways, It's a new decade now, I know that many of you will probably make up New Year's resolutions or maybe even reminisce about the past. Heck, i BET some of you are even thinking about all the changes that will eventually come, am I right? Hah, you know I'm right, don't deny it. Change is inevitable, it's a thing that's gonna happen to everyone, and it WILL HAPPEN. I know, I know it seems scary, or you can be like me, laugh it off {{ok ok, I didn't laugh it off}}. Embrace change, even if you don't want to. Embrace it like your life depends on it. Embrace change as a challenge, embrace it with all your heart, embrace it without ever looking back. EMBRACE IT YOU COWARD! ..... =.="..... Uhm.. Sorry bout that.

Ah, moving on. Now I don't have time to write/reminisce about the past, here because... Because I don't need to, or maybe because I don't want to, I dunno. So much has happen in the past year, that I don't feel the need to write a flashback here. Instead, I'll do what my daddy says.
"Keep moving forward and forget the past, idiot. If you can't even do that then what's your reason for TRULY living? But.. Don't completely forget the past, it's the only thing that's keeping you alive." .... WTF, I DIDN'T UNDERSTAND THAT AT ALL!!!!!! {joking}I feel kinda sad that he called me an idiot though.. T^T ... UHM, BUT THAT'S NOT THE CASE HERE. Now.. what you've all been waiting for! My New Year's Resolutions... yeah, yeah, drum roll here.

NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION

1. Be loved by everyone - I wanna love you too!!!!

2. Don't be a dick, be myself - C'mon, I for one am not gonna act like some whale shit to people.

3. Stay extraordinarily healthy - Who doesn't wanna stay healthy? Ronald Mc Donald??

4. Get back in Taekwondo - Yeah... Not gonna happen this year... But I wanna get a black belt..

5. Study hard for SPM - I promise I will, I swear it upon my Anime poster collection.

6. Reduce day-dreaming, increase attention span - .... what am I, restless like a puppy??

7. Learn more Japanese - Ima is considering studying animation art university in Japan.

8. Don't miss my prayers - Yeah... Uhm...

9. Prepare for College or University - Once again, considering Japan.

10. Love people for who they are - Wait a minute.. I've done that LAST YEAR!!

11. Spend less money - I know I can at least do this much. Spending is a no no.

12. Stay out of TROUBLE - Hu.... Fine...

13. Don't be so superstitious - Heck, look look, I wrote the no 13. in here, in reso no. 13. Woot!!

14. GET MY DRIVER'S LICENSE - So I can drive myself away from home every time there's a fight for awhile.

15. Spend less time on the internet - Seriously, I spend 24/7 on the net, usually I'll wake up at 3am just to go online at GAIAONLINE.

16. Stay in contact with old friends - Ya'll know friendship's important.

YUP, THAT'S PRETTY MUCH IT.
I know, that maybe in the past I was naive, and probably acted like a kid then a teenager, but now I know this. I gotta grow up, just like everybody else. I can't be like Peter Pan forever, but I'll still keep my dreams close to me. That is why I'm working my butt off to study very hard so that I'll always keep those dreams forever. In a way, I guess it's kinda like I'm living. For once.

"HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL, MAY YOU HAVE NO DOUBTS IN YOUR BELIEFS, ESPECIALLY IN YOUR DREAMS"

Natalia

Higschool musical goes .. Musical?

2009-12-14T20:11:00.000-08:00

Yeah, yeah, so what if Highschool musical came to Malaysia? And what if they made a musical out of it? AND what if the characters weren't the real characters? WHO CARES BECAUSE I LOVED IT! XD!! Yup, it wasted 2 hours of my time, but I LIKED IT.

Lol, anyway, Sonia, MY SISTER, won free tickets to go see highschool musical at KLCC.. At first I was reluctant to go, but then I "gladly" {was forced to} go, because I loved my mother so much.... =.=".... Uhm, ... yea.. So, arrived there at about 6.30 pm, and ate dinner. The show started at 8pm, {so obvious none of us prayed magribh that night}. We met Aaron, my sister's soon to be husband, and met the characters of the show, Gabriella and Troy. Took pictures with them, said hello and stuff, then watched the show. At first I laughed like shit cause the characters were over-reacting, like REALLY over-reacting. Then cooled down and enjoyed the show. Took some pictures of it too, but it looked crappy as hell.

Told you the pics were crappy

Throughout the entire show, I realized that the performers on the stage kept looking my way and I wondered, "what the hell??" I know, took me awhile to realized why. There were people, about my age, dancing behind me like, like wild monkeys!! Lol, joking, they were the only ones dancing throughout the show while everybody else was siting down. {Of course la,.. Malaysia, right??} so that's why the performers on the stage kept my way. They were stalking the people behind me! XD!!! ah... People... So, guess it was alright, the dances weren't so similar with the movie, but it was fun.

"Entertainment, a big need in one's miserable life"

Natalia

Look what DADDY got for me!

2009-12-14T20:01:00.000-08:00

LOOK WHAT DADDY GOT FOR ME!!!! Yup, it's a mirror. First time he got me something so.. er.. girly-needs?? Lol, joking. Don't know how much it cost. I appreciate whatever daddy gives me, seriously I do I do I do. What can I say, I'm a daddy's girl. Proud of it. NO regrets being daddy's girl.

Oh yeah, wanted to show off the heart-like mirror.

O... It has lights

Double-sided mirror

"Even if the gift you got was only worth RM 1, you know it's special, cause it's the person you love that gave it to you"

Natalia

My Birthday

2009-12-07T23:15:00.000-08:00

Yup, I know its late, but here's the update. So I FINALLY TURN SIXTEEN, what a relief. I'm so happy, now I won't be tease as 'little one' anymore!! MUAHAHAHAAHAHA!!! I'll show all of you... I'll des-..er, I mean act more like an adult.. yea.. :3 .. So anyway, it was the traditional "HAVE A BIRTHDAY AT HOME WHILE WEARING PAJAMAS DURING THE PARTY" also know as

H.A.B.A.H.W.W.P.D.T.P..... ok, that's to long. Let's call it Pajama tradi, alright? Well nothing much happen really, all I got was a last-minute cream cake, an ice-cream cake, a keyboard, a kingdom hearts keychain, a bear-birthday keychain, a cat-keychain, a frogy like saving bank, a ruler, a blue hairband, a bag, a phone cover, a green care bear speaker, greeting cards and lots of greeting at 12am, yes midnight from various people. {Thankx guys, love ya!!} ... Yup... nothing much... Maybe cause this year I'm too busy to care about my birthday, heck I even forgot that day was my birthday!! Honest, I'm not lying.

O... Ice cream-cake...

No, I didn't eat it all by myself..

Here's Raul

Look at that. At first I thought it was an oven.. seriously.. no joke..

Comparing myself to the keyboard

I can't help myself, that cream cake was good

Cake. without candles.

Uhm, so, like I said, nothing much happen. Woke up, no one greeted me. Turned on the computer, then daddy wished me.. like ten minutes after I on the computer... =.=" ... then the rest of the family wished me. My cat got stuck on the roof, so I took him down... 3 days later.. I know, I know, I'm evil.. hehe.. Uhm, so then I watched TV, got more sms greetings from all of you!! {once again, THANK YOU!! ARIGATOU!!} then played online games until night time. Then daddy came home and bought me something... big. Yup, the keyboard, the only present I got that day, but hey, I'm grateful. Then we all ate the last minute cake. Next day, went out with the WM gang and they treated me breakfast and karaoke, yup that was the best!!!!! Three days later, got an ice cream cake from My big sis, Sonia. Seriously, was dam delicious, also got a present from Aaron, my sister's future husband. Yup, that's about it. Two days later, met up with the SSU gang and goty more presents, but we we're celebrating that day, we just reminisce the good times... Ah..

Anyway, the best part of my birthday was that I got to see so many people and have fun. That was the best present ever.

"NO QUOTES! TO HAPPY TO MAKE UP ONE"

Natalia

My CUUUUUUTE Cousins..

2009-12-07T22:37:00.002-08:00

They may be SMALL and deadly STINKY, but they so CUUUUUUUUUUUTE!!! {not really} XD!!

Lol, joking. So I was checking through my phone, wanted to delete some pictures in there cause my gig is just full of weird, necessary stuff. As I was looking through, I didn't have the heart to delete them! I know, so I just deleted one or two?? hehe... Seriously, just can't delete them. Okay, then I found some pics of my cousins, the little ones of course not the big ones.. er, I mean older ones.. yea.. {god, I hope Difa's not reading this.. } XD!! So, here they are!!

This is JIAN

I don't know what she was eating, but I think it was pretty good for her! XD

Look at those cheek!!!

Hah!! Bet you didn't expect a strangling cat, huh? hehe..
Well this cat was strangled by my cousin, Amir...
XD!! Look at it, HAHAHA

Amir is the one holding the cat, Akil the blue shirt

Lol... Fed up...

I don't know why, but i don't feel sorry for coffee..

Aww... How cute is that?

Close UP!! Akil..

The most energetic cousins of all!!!

ULTRAMAN?!? But... I WANTED DIGIMON!!!

Blur?

"Er... thought I might quote something, but I just realized some of the pictures are... on the wrong side... oh, well... "

Natalia

Massive update

2009-12-07T22:37:00.001-08:00

Muahahaaha, .... Massive update within the next post.

F.I.N.E. I'm just F.I.N.E..

2009-11-22T04:27:00.000-08:00

The next time you ask someone or somebody else ask you whether your fine, this is what they or you really meant.

DANI : Nat, you alright?

ME : OH, me? I'm Just FINE
F : F***ed up
I : Intolerable
N : Neurotic
E : Emotional

DANI : Are you sure?

ME : Of course I'm F.I.N.E.... Why you ask? ^.^

DANI : OH, No reason... =.="

Yeah, I really had a bad day....

"I'm perfectly F.I.N.E... Why ask??"

Natalia

Trapped by Jason!! XD

2009-11-18T03:13:00.000-08:00

HAhahaha... Yeah, guessed what? Jason locked me in the SPBT room,... with annoying people.. lol, joking. But seriously, he locked me in there... How sad is that??

Well, yesterday was like just another ordinary day, well not really, it was the last day of school for the form 4 students. That day, I had to returned text books that I borrowed from the school so Husna 'teman' me go there la.. BUT I DIDN'T KNOW JASON AND SOON WAS IN CHARGE OF TAKING CARE OF THE DAM ROOM!!! AH!!!

So, there were a lot of people waiting in line to return the books, so I decided to return them in the afternoon. When I arrived there, I saw Jason, Soon, Hong Thye, Prisca, ... who else ah?... um.. some other 4 zuhal kids la... yea...

BUT THEN I GOT TRICKED..

As usual, Jason wanted to see my purse, so before I hand it to him I took out my money, IC, whatever that was important la!! {{I know, how smart am I right??}} Then I give my purse to him, but I didn't noticed that I left RM10 in the purse, so Jason stole it... {{I know, how dumb am I right??}} Lol.. Of course I wanted.. REVENGE, so I took his phone... BUT then, Jason quickly ran outside the room and locked me in.. HE LOCKED ME IN!! WITH THE DOORS CLOSED, and THE GATES LOCKED!! AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! AND HUSNA WAS THERE OUTSIDE WITH HIM, LAUGHING AT ME, TEASING ME, MOCKING ME LIKE A MOCKING BIRD!!! SHE EVEN SKIPPED DOWN THE CORRIDOR, SINGING "LALALALALALALA"!!! HOW COULD YOU HUSNA!!! I don't blame her though, the Evil Husna no.1 had emerged at the wrong time... hu.,..

So anyways, I negotiated my 'freedom' for about 17 minutes with Jason, while being annoyed by Soon inside the room.. That was pure torture... If it was the younger Soon I don't mind cause he's my anime bud, But this is his older brother man.. twice the annoyance... lol, I'm joking. {{Don't kill me if you read this.... pwease??}} XD, Oh well... Guess I have to be smart whenever I'm around Jason and Soon, otherwise they'll just trick me again.. ha...

After I got out, I gave Husna a good "greeting" from the bottom of my heart.. I just don't know how she got all those bruises all around her body.. JOKING!! .... You know.. that kinda sounds... awkward..... =.=".....

"Even though you think that you're capable of being smart, there are always others whore are smarter than you"

Natalia

OMG.... WHERE'S THE ANIME?!?!?!

2009-11-12T01:06:00.000-08:00

Looking back at my blog, I've realized that for the past few months, I haven't added any anime or manga updates yet!!! How can this be?? Was I too busy?? Was my love and passion for anime and manga disappeared?? WHAT THE HELL HAVE I'VE BEEN DOING TO FORGET THESE IMPORTANT THINGS IN MY LIFE?!?!?!?!? {{p.s. thank Qeys for reminding me, I owe you one... seriously..}}

Uhm... So, yeah I've just noticed, to any of you who knows me, deeply, you'll know that I love animation and mangas very much because it's a link to my dream!!! {{no, it's not cosplaying at a fanime.. seriously, as if I would do that.. <.< .. }}...

So.... I'LL PROMISE TO UPDATE SOME ANIME AND MANGA NEXT MONTH IN THIS BLOG!!!!!

Natalia

Cybering

2009-11-10T03:47:00.000-08:00

Well, here's a funny story to tell you guys, this happen years ago when I was 13 years OLD...

First of all, those who don't know what the word "CYBERING" means, you can always refer to this trustee link >>>>> CYBERING <<<<<>.< ....

So, as usual, I would on my computer and go online at GAIAONLINE.COM to see if I had any emails, videos, chats, or forums to post up. Since NONE of my friends were online that night, I decided to go to the CHAT TOWN, where hundreds of other online noobs were at. Why I said noobs? Well, here's the reason why.

As I entered the chat town, as usual, I was greeted by IAN, a computer avatar and as usual, I ignore him. Then went to a random chat room, {{P.S. there are thousands of chat rooms in gaia}} and I didn't even bother to read the title of the chat room, which I found out later was "COME, CYBER HERE" .... =.= .... SO, I entered the chat and found hundreds of people saying stuff like "anyone want to cyber press 444" "girls cyber press 000" "cyber please 666" ..... AND THEN in my mind, like the innocent little girl I am, I was like "what's cybering?" And I thought that cybering was just a normal chat between people..... I KNOW, HOW DUMB AM I RIGHT?!?!? .... it's okay, you don't have to answer that question... C'mon, give me a break I was like, what, 13years old that time...

Ah... imagine the trouble I got into later... Some random guy asked me to cyber and I was like ok. After a couple of minutes, I realized what he had typed had sexual content, then I did the stupid thing and asked, "uh... what are you typing?" and that dude was like "uh.. cybering??" then I was like "oh... so this is cybering.." .... XDDD!!!!! after that I quickly logged out from there, didn't on the computer for like three days. I was barely a pre-teen back then, I was naive, how was I supposed to know what that meant?!?!?!

HU... Well, there's a lesson from that experienced. I learned the word cybering and it's definition... Ah well, I'm still a member of gaiaonline even after what happen. Those online noobs are just that, noobs, they break the rules, do cybers** just to get some digital pleasure from a computer, seriously get a life, be a man, don't scare children with your grotesque cybering, it's disgusting. If their that desperate, they should have gone to a A.M.S. shop and buy a slave doll or something, rather than embarrass themselves online.

P.S. Gaiaonline is a PG-13 site for everyone, but there are some people who are willing to break the rules just to get what they want... Dam, am I pissed, c'mon people, there are children who visits the site... ah..

Natalia

The most Unplanned, Last minute, Really bad HI-Tea event in History

2009-10-31T22:34:00.000-07:00

Just as the title stated, the most unplanned, last minute, really bad, wasn't suppose to be my job but then it did I don't know how, it was suppose to be someone else's job, not mine, HI-tea event. Seriously, if you were to choose staying at home watching Barney the purple Dinosaur in your underwear or my school's annual HI-tea event, you would definitely choose Barney. Alright, let's start the story shall we...

So guess the most horrible event occurred yesterday, Saturday 31 October, the worst thing was I woke up late, resulting me getting ready late, which then I got a minor scolding from my very two-faced best friend and Prefect in leading.... Husna. Oh, why two face you say?? It's not the bad two-face impression, no no no. She has a... let's call it "split-personality" very very early in the morning. I won't tell much for fear of dealing with Husna no.1, I'd rather be sipping tea in the canteen with Husna no.2 than getting killed by Husna no.1. XD

So, moving on, The event started at 2pm. I arrived at 3pm {{imagined the scolding I got}} only to be greeted by the tall Devil, Demon. Figure out for yourself who that person is, I'm not gonna revealed his name here. In fact I just gave you a clue in that last sentence. Just joking, on the inside that guy is actually not a bad person. You guys know me, I like to exaggerate. Anyway, let's continue. After that I was greeted by Husna and many faces that looked like they were gonna kill me with a stake. Seriously that was so scary.

Husna : Nik, asal lambat?
Me : I went to feed my cat, then overslept on the couch, when I was awaken by an anime ringtone and realized that it was pukul 2. Sorry. *smiles widely*
Husna : I see...
Me : .... ((f***, I know she's gonna kill me later))
Syafieka : NIK!!! YOU'RE FINALLY HERE!!! HUG ME
Me : .... OK!!!!
Azreen : Laparlah... Jom makan Mya
Mya : Jom!!!
Husna : Eh, I lapar juga!! Syikin, Hani Jom!!
Syikin & Hani : Ye, ye, ok
Me : Jap!!! who will take care of the registration table??
Husna : YOU!!!
ME : ..... ((SITS DOWN FOR 20 MINUTES AND WAITED FOR GUESTS TO ARRIVE.. . . . . . . . . hungry...))

Lol, serves me right I guess... That'll teach me to be more responsible once in my life.. joking. Well things went normally but we planned the games at the very last minute. Like that balloon popping game, and the musical chairs.. yeah.. that was just weird. But I liked the lucky draw game cause I actually won something. You see, I never had any lucky draw numbers until the very last minute. A minute before the lucky draw, Husna gave me the number 6. She had number 9, so she wrote on her paper "nine", then wrote on mine "six". I told her if I could take the no.9 but she wanted it so I took no.6... 3 seconds later, I won something and Husna was like "dam you.... give it back!!." and I was like no way man, it's my number!!!!!

Ah... the fun.. Oh yeah, the bad part of the Hi-Tea event, lets see now.. Ah, right, we didn't have enough tables for the event so our working gang stood up the whole time, there were almost not enough prizes and we almost mistook them for door gifts.. The food was alright.. just that it wasn't enough!!! One of my friend's slipper broke, and it was boring as hell. Well, not that boring. In the end, it was alright. Thank God that it rained after the event finished, boy was I glad. We were supposed to have an "after-party" but that got canceled.. T_T ... oh well, atleast I won't be having to do all this next year, and how happy I am when the day I'll be Form 5 comes.. hu...

SO, Moral of the story is... never ever ever ever help the other party's needs. This will result in me getting tired and sickened of organizing an event that isn't even mine to begin with.

End of story.

"Don't be deceived by one's look. I f you do, sooner or later you will regret it"

Natalia

PARTY party, DANCE dance !!!!!

2009-10-21T05:09:00.000-07:00

PARTY PARTY, DANCE DANCE, Guess who's going to Brunei Tomorrow?? That's right not me!! but my parents!! That means I can dominate the whole house, and no one would care!!! MUAHAHAHA, THIS IS A REVOLUTION!!! lol. uhm...Joking, anyway it's just for a day, I won't miss them that much. So back to the real topic, I've been doing this Hi-Tea event at school, and it seems that today finally, FINALLY the job.....

IS DONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YATTA!!!!!!!!!!

So, found out that Jovee went to Peiting's House {{I'm like damn jealous}} , ... Since she gets to be the FIRST person to ACTUALLY go to her house.. {{seriously, like damn jealous... really jealous...}} ... uhm, but I'm cool with that {{hell no, as if I'm cool with that}} .... uhm, Oh, and Zakwan is coming back from Japan this Friday, turns out he loved the open-public bathhouse there {{when I say open, I mean really OPEN... Don't worry, the girls and guys bathouse is seperated}} ... oh, and form5 students are leaving {{HELL YEA!!!!!!... BUT I'M KINDA SAD...}} Don't go....

Oh, do you know the game Super Dance Online (SDO) ? Tried to play it... not a good idea, kept missing, so guess I suck... so then, I went to YouTube, and saw the video "Dance Dance Revolution" It's like step mania, except in a arcade, so I was watching the video and there was this Chinese dude and he was like WOW. He hit all the steps correctly, but at the same time I laughed. You know Bambi right? From the movie Bambi? Yea it's that big-eyed deer who's mother was sh- .... uhm, anyway, He was so concentrating on the steps, that his eyes looked like it was gonna pop. At the end he shouted "Party party, Dance dance yea" .... So I had a good laugh, serioously, gotta respect the chinese... they can dance... fast..

I want the YouTube link so I can show you all... but I was at school, so yea.. teacher's connection was limited you know?

"1, 2, 3 PARTY PARTY DANCE DANCE"

Natalia

BREAK

2009-09-27T05:56:00.000-07:00

Just as simple and clean as the title says... I'm gonna take a break from blogging for a month, until my mission is over. Come to think of it, I took a LOOOOONG break from it before.. Anyway, that mission is.... And that is the Final Exams of the year. Also, dealing with last minute art projects and sketches... Thinking of doing a deviant art account but I'll have to wait until October 25th, or maybe I won't do it at all...

AHHHHH SO BUSY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG....I'm sooo busy that I didn't even wish my friends happy birthday.. that how busy I am. hu..... FORGIVE ME GUYS...er.. GIRLS!!!!!!!!!!!! Although I did bought all of you presents, just don't know when I can give it to you guys.

Ramadan

2009-08-31T05:33:00.000-07:00

{{picture taken from kampung-sesok.blogspot}}

Uhmm... Well hi everybody!!! As you know RAMADAN MONTH is here, alhamdullilah, where all Muslim in the world will suffer from a one month stomach pain with grueling noises. Ok, I'm just joking. Ramadhan month means to fast or "berpuasa" or a whole month. We do it to relize how fortunate we are and think of the unfortunate who we should be helping, and by that remebering god. On top of that, it's also a great way to lose weight! I'm serious! I've already lost more than I expected...well, than I'll get fat again by breaking fast..hehe...

So, just wanna say SELAMAT MENYAMBUT RAMADAN AL-MUBARAK to all muslims. Don't forget to puasa penuh ye.

Natalia

5 things....when I UPDATE..

2009-08-25T06:21:00.000-07:00

5 things to update when I do on the computer next time.

1. Will update about taekwondo awards..um... "extra awards"
2. Will update about ramadhan month
3. Update about recent...er... "accidents"
4. Will update about.... something
5. .... Tunggu je la....

Natalia

No more H1N1!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-08-12T01:24:00.000-07:00

YUP THAT'S RIGHT, NO MORE H1N1!!!!!!!! I'M FREE TO BE... ER... HEALTHY??

Anyway, I'll be back in school tomorrow...but... there's a science exam {{YES!!!!}} and a perdagangan exam {{NO!!!!}} so I feel like going to school but at the same time not go. But I should, cause I'm feeling much better, oh and I heard that there are 4 cases of H1N1 in my school??? And all of them are form 4??? Well that's just a rumor.

Anyway... again... I'm totally free from that diesies.. is that how you spell it?? diesies?? Ah, who cares??? Lost A LOT OF WEIGHT because of this... {{watch out jovee...hehe..sushi...}} uhm.... yeah checked myself and I was about 59kg?!?!? yeah I know, but I don't look like it. Wore my pants from lasts two years and guess what? THEY FIT..... =.=....

Moving on, I can't wait to see everybody.... and I mean everybody and give them all {{mainly girls}} a death hug, and guys...er..well, a good pat on the back and a big "Hi, I'm back" speech.

"To go... or not to go.... oh well"

Natalia

I have H1N1.....???

2009-08-06T06:07:00.000-07:00

Hey, came back from Terengganu and guess what?? I was diagnose to ALMOST have the influenza H1N1. Supposed to go to school, but I didn't cause my temperature was above normal, no, above crazy normal. Was supposed to be QUARANTINE, but lucky for me I didn't. Oh yeah, doctor said I might DIE...

No, seriously, he said that.. And I was like...ok, chat talk.

DOCTOR : You have the symptoms of H1NI
ME : Ok.....
DOCTOR : Your temperature is really high, above normal average.
ME : Yes, I can feel that....
DOCTOR : Judging by your condition, you might die.
ME : Ok..... WHAT?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?
DOCTOR : Don't worry, I'm not sure myself if your affected by the H1N1
ME : Er.....
DOCTOR : Hahaha, you're so funny

{{ felt like doing a Hammer fist at his nose, then a Son Dong [back fist], then do a combination of a flying axe kick with a jumping spinning roundhouse kick... if possible, do a backthrust kick, but I suck at that, so just do what I can.... and that was all because he scared me.}}

Well, so anyway, that's the story.

OH, AND I DO HAVE H1N1... BUT ONLY A MILD INFECTION, IT'LL BE GONE SOON, BECAUSE I VISITED THE CLINIC QUITE EARLY. IF I HAD BEEN A DAY TO LATE, IT WOULD BE SERIOUS.

"Don't attempt to scare a person, when you know the situation is serious"

Natalia

Goodbye Taekwondo, Goodbye Kendo

2009-08-06T06:02:00.000-07:00

Yup that's right, I quit taekwondo and kendo, sorry guys. There's a good reason for that, it's called "being a big sister when your parents are away when no one's at home, taking care of your brother and sister,meaning no time for going to tuition when there's no nanny in the house"..... so yeah.

Arigatou

2009-07-30T08:04:00.000-07:00

Dear ...... er... yeah, keeping it anonymous.

I've realized that you're always been by my side when I'm feeling down, my friend. When I asked you "Wanna see my kendo practice again today??" or "Yo,How's your family?? Fine with school homework and stuff??" all you seem to do is nod in agreement with a smile. Then for some strange reason you go and make up jokes that is not topic-related with the situation. Some of them really cheered me up, no matter how stupid or silly the joke was. Everyday when I'm alone or with my best buds, you always manage to say "Hi" to me, whether it was early in the morning or evening, you'd still manage to mutter those words.

Eventhough we're not the same, we still like to talk about small stuff in life, like that one time where we fought about which was better, waffles or pancakes. {{P.S. waffles rules}}. A never ending decision by majority by you and me, seriously. On top of that, you've always been wacthing me from a distance, even if it was for a few seconds, because you know what I've been going through in life. We're the same yet at the same time we're so different. Even though we've grown up apart, we're still best friends, am I right?? I'm kind of like a bird in a cage, always trapped and isolated from the world, while you roam free to go wherever you like, while doing so visiting me at the same time, but you know you can't stay long to acompanny me.

Lately I've been so stressed, I don't even remember that I should eat my meals or do my homework. So stressed out until I lost some weight that I didn't even plan to lose. Oh well, guess that's a benefit huh?But it's thanks to you that I'm able to keep my cool. Well someday if you so happen to read this, just wanna let you know that your a very precious, important person to me. Same goes to everybody that I've met in my life, well, most of them. What I'm really trying to say is "ARIGATOU". Really, from the bottom of my heart.

Love, Natalia.

"Friends will always support and stick together with you till the end, even if you become an enemy towards them, their still your precious little treasure"

Natalia

New Template....Again

2009-07-29T06:27:00.000-07:00

Why?, I was bored of the old one, and I'm feeling kinda emo because of this one person. I'll try to fix the chatbox... hehe, don't know how to fix it.

Natalia

New Template

2009-07-25T06:10:00.000-07:00

Alright, atleast I did ONE THING i'm supposed to do... and that is change the template. Finally not so "CHILDISH" as I would say.... Er, I hope this template's not TOOOO sexy either, hehe.... Anyway, I'm dead tired, after I "PENGSAN" Yesterday, so I'm going to sleep.

"......... Malas to Quote... but.. I must..... for the.... sake... of....my.... Identity..."

Natalia

I'm kinda lazy these days...

2009-06-22T00:29:00.000-07:00

You're so lazy, I don't have time for that,

if I say it straight, I hate people without dreams,
believe in yourself till the very close call,
if that feeling isn't an accessory, show me the man in you,
a person who can't do anything, what are you doing?
next time, show me how strong you are.

RIGHT, IGNORE THE SPEECH...er LYRICS... ABOVE JUST FELT
LIKE POSTING AFTER A MONTH OF NOT POSTING... YEAH...

Anyway, sorry for not posting guys, as usual I don't have much time
to post as before but I will try my best. So, recap of last month.
I went to Singapore, {{so clean}} uhm.. I'll explain all about that in
my future post... Oh yeah, got elected for prefect, tell you more about
that in future post and I lost 4kg, {{hell ya! gonna get my RM50 sushi
meal from JOVEE!!}}...<.<.... So, this is just a recap of what happen last month.. I might be thinking of changing my blog template... What else?? Hmm... Yeah that's kinda it.

"Stop being LAZY Natalia..."

Natalia

Hey, It's called L.A.Z.I.N.E.S.S. Idiot

2009-06-06T08:34:00.000-07:00

"Hey, It's called laziness, idiot"

At least that's what my inner self is saying. So basically the Idiot is me,
it turns out I got infected by L.A.Z.I.N.E.S.S. It's a disorder where
my whole body system seemed to crack down and die from time to time.
SO as you can see, I'm trying to fight this..er, 'life-threatening' infection.

I mean, really it's really hurtful to know I have. But then I jumped
up and down like the little girl I am, when I found out everyone has it.
I was like "WOAH, You mean the whole world has it?!?" I know, I know.
We should be shocked about this matter. Anyway, the reason why
I'm typing this, it's because of the AnimeManga, or Fanime was
recently held online. So being the LAZY person I am, I'd decided
to not post in my blog. That's right people, all because of anime.
But I guess It was worth it. I got a lot of photoshop experice,
unfortunately I deleted a really good pic of toward the terra photoshoped!!!!,
so I gave it a link pic instead. check it out.

toward the terra (linked)

Ragnarok - this is the original pic, what I did was just made it lighter.
Special thanks to Kira_Mar for letting me edit her work, even just a little.
Not much difference though. love you baby!!!

"Laziness is the key to finding out more about one self, rather than pointing one's individual bad points"

Natalia

Psychological Personality Disorder Test ((TAKE IT))

2009-06-06T08:23:00.000-07:00

Ok, I found this from Jon-Jon's blog, and wow, it's really weird.
Do I have like, low blood-pressure or something?? It's almost accurate,
except the dependent part. You guts know you can count on
me.... right?? Anyway, take the test it's really fun, or It'll probably
open up your eyes.

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Moderate
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Moderate
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Low
Histrionic:	Moderate
Narcissistic:	Low
Avoidant:	Low
Dependent:	Low
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Low
-- Personality Disorder Test -- -- Personality Disorder Information --

Thanks Jon!!!

"Is it just me, or does the Internet affect both our paranoid minds and psychological time??"

Natalia

R.I.P, Benjamin.. R.I.P, Benjamin

2009-06-06T08:08:00.000-07:00

It's not easy for me to type this but I must. A month ago, a pal I knew,
a very good one, past away in China. Let's just call him Benjamin,
the male Benjamin, not female. His nickname of course. We shall
remember you forever always, I would like to upload a picture of him,
but I couldn't because it's been 2 years, and all the data pics is with him.
But if I do get the chance to get his Picture, I'll immediately post it here.

BENJAMIN
1899-2009
A FRIEND, GOOD SON, STRONG COURAGE WITHIN HIM.

"Memories of a person will never fade away, if we live it for them"

Natalia

Update for the past few months...

2009-06-06T07:33:00.000-07:00

Ok, hello one and all. As you know I've haven't updated absolutely
anything at all for the past few months, so here a brief summary on
what really happen.

1. I got great friends at school
2. A student tried to commit suicide at the roof top, we were studying below her.. ((taking pics and stuff)) uhm... she was saved by a male student, turns out she had a red card.
3. We practiced our singing for the choir competition and performed once at school for prize-giving day, we also lost our best soprano singer that day. But we manage to handle things on our own
4. My class was the only one who had a blood test, ((which was weird, cause we're not science students)) turns out I'm O positive.
5. We had a road run. I ran more than 10, 15 miles?? never stopped until I reached school, couldn't stand up the whole day after that.
6. We had our choir competitions, we went to the finals and got 3rd place, which was ok cause we maintain our position
7. My essay entitled "African girl" got 2nd place in a play-writing competition.
8. Teachers day passed by and we did a drama. I was acting as the bad girl, in the end the teacher 'died'..
9. I love Barney the dinosaur, don't know why, felt like expressing it. We love you Barney.

"Well that's kinda it"

Natalia

Farwell cikgu Ali and cikgu Joshua

2009-04-06T04:16:00.000-07:00

Farewell Cikgu Ali dan Cikgu Joshua
(Also know as cikgu A dan cikgu J)

Well hi guys. On Saturday, 4th April 2009, 2 of my favorite teachers
Cikgu Ali and Cikgu Joshua, left SMKWM, to continue on with thier studies.
It's true that they are only university students who came to our school
to teach us for a limited time, but they were the best teachers I've had
since I came to this school. Anyway, we had a farewell party for them.
It was not as sad as I expected. Infat everyone had a good time... Check it out.

If you guys are wondering who these people are, they look a little something like this.

Cikgu Ali!!!! No, he's not studying in actor's degree..It just so happen that i accidentaly caught this.. Turn out pretty well, didn't it?

Cikgu Joshua!!!! You know what?? Every time I try to take his picture, I would never get a clear shot of his face.. Seriously, I'm not joking.

UHMM!! OK I'M TO LAZY TO TYPE, SO JUST ENJOY THE PICTURES AND VIDEO!!!!!

Farewell speech by our beloved teachers.....

ok, I'm to lazy too type cause..well.. yeah I'm just plain

lazy..was supposeto post this like.. last 2 months?? OMG..

but the computer died for a month.. and when It was alive again,

I forgot about it. Anyway, you can read the full description from MYA'S BLOG!!!!

"An elephant never forgets, it has lived long enough to know life. It's the same as me"

Natalia

Basketball = Confession + 1

2009-03-30T00:40:00.000-07:00

UHMM,

Yea, so just as the title says, this post is about basketball, an awkward confession, and +1 (I'll get to the +1 part later).

So, as usual, I would play basketball with Ben.
(REMEMBER, BEN IS A GIRL)...=.=... So, yesterday we played basketball,
and coincidentally there were a few kids at our age that we knew.
All of those kids were CHINESE. So, we made an equal group.
3 boys and 2 girls on each team.
(p.s. = I'm the ONLY MALAY GIRL..erm.. MALAY KID there)

We made a team name..and guess what, since I was the only
Malay there, we decided to call ourselves "CHINA KIDS + 1"...
AND YES, I'M THAT +1. As we started playing, I noticed that there
was this one guy (I will not say his name..or he'll probably kill me...nah!!)
kept looking at one of My besties (Who's name I will not mention either)
And when he did, he kept missing the 3 pointers shot. I was lucky
cause I got at least more than 10 points that day.. ^-^. I was also angry,
because he was on MY TEAM.

So as I passed the ball to My bestie, and as usual, she was
cornered..(ugh..hate when that happens) Then she passed
the ball to 'That Guy' . And when he caught it, he went and miss
a perfectly nice open shot... I mean c'mon, even I wouldn't do something
like that... (Oh wait..I did once..back in Sri Utama..hehe..)
So my bestie was kinda angry at him, for missing a shot like that...So
was I, but I wasn't that mad...cause I made the same mistake too.

After I don't know how many minutes, I sat under the basketball hoop.
Usually when I sit there, nothing would hit me... Boy was I ever wrong..
So it was 'That Guy's' turn to shoot. Then My bestie went to him and
said "Why are you like this mah?!? What's wrong with you, huh??"
(She said that in Chinese) Straight after she said that,
'That Guy' said "Um...Um.. because I like you !!!" Then he shot,
and the basketball went in the hoop and hit my head...yes, it hit my head.
After it hit my head, I was like "OWWW!!! FOUL, FOUL!!!! NO POINTS!!
Wait..What did you just say??" Then we all was
like...."HUH!?!?!?!?!?!?" Then I quickly changed to
Japanese mode "N-nani?!?!?! Yu...Nandeska?!?!?!?!"
And My bestie was like "ok...WHAT!?!?!!!!"

So for 10 - 15 minutes, non of us said a word...Then we all
went back home... I called her the that night, and guess what she said
"Hey Natalia, let's not play tomorrow... That freak.. And I just know him!!! ok wait, I don't even know him that well. The hell..."
And I was like ok with it...I can always play basketball by myself.
This story..erm.. experience was kinda awkward..and kinda... you
know..yeah.. yeah whatever...

"Expect the unexpected"

Natalia

KEJAM,KEJAM,KEJAM!!!! UNFORGIVABLE!!!!!

2009-03-25T02:46:00.000-07:00

THIS IS UNACCEPTABLE!!!!! I'LL NEVER FORGIVE YOU GUYS!!!! IT'S TOO...KEJAM!!!!!!! HOW COULD YOU 3 DO THIS TO ME!?!?!?!?!?

YOU 3 ARE DEAD!!!!!

FIRST...

I hate you coffee.. yes, i hate you a lot... (Coffee's my cat).. I'll NEVER forgive you for what you've done... WHY THE HELL DID YOU GO AND EAT MY CAKE!!! THAT CAKE WAS FOR AZREEN, MYA, SYAFIEKA AND HUSNA!!!!!! ARE YOU EVEN A CAT???? NOW I HAVE TO MAKE ANOTHER EXPERIMENTAL CAKE...UGH!!!!!!!!!! HOW COULD YOU!!!!!!!!!

BUT LATER MY COUSIN STRANGLED MY CAT..SO I FORGAVE HIM..

SECOND

I hate you Benjamin... yes, i hate you...(Benjamin plays basketball with me..and SHE'S A GIRL).. I'll NEVER forgive you for what you've done... WHY THE HELL DID YOU NOT INVITE ME TO PLAY BASKETBALL TODAY?!?!?!?! I WAS SO IN THE MOOD TO PLAY... BUT NOW..NOW...HOW COULD YOU!!!!!

BUT I WAS BUSY WITH MY HOMEWORK THAT TIME, SO I FORGAVE HER..

THIRD

I hate you Kairi... yes, i hate you..(Kairi is a Japanese girl from overseas) I'll never forgive you for what you've done... WHY THE HELL DID YOU NOT REPLY MY MESSAGES?!?!?! I'M YOUR FRIEND RIGHT?!?!?!?!? WHY, WHY, WHY!?!?!?!? HOW COULD YOU!!!!!!!!!!

BUT THEN I FOUND OUT THAT HER CLOSE SIBLING WENT TO CHINA, AND SHE WENT ALONG TOO. SO I FORGAVE HER..

WHAT THE HELL??? I FORGAVE ALL OF THEM??? OH... WHY DID I JUST WROTE THIS POST ANYWAY???

"We all say we can forgive...But can we forget???"

Natalia

A MUST READ POST.Updated..Again!! (MPO) Malaysian Philharmonic Orchestra...I'M IN!!

2009-03-14T04:30:00.000-07:00

KEROKEROKEROKERO...HELLO 1 AND ALL!!! SORRY FOR LATE POST, I'M REALLY BUSY WITH MY NEW SCHOOL!!! YOU KNOW WITH THE CHOIR CLUB, AND SCOUT, AND DEBATE AND MANY MANY OTHER THINGS. SO LET'S START.

Ah... So, the Malaysian Philharmonic Orchestra (MPO). Guess what?? Me and my choir 'gang' performed there. That place was just brilliant!!! here take a look!!! (yeah, we performed at FEBRUARY 22 2009, AROUND 2.30PM)

OMG..BEAUTIFUL ISN'T IT?? (THAT AMAZING GUY WAS OUR CHOIR TEACHER..FOR THE DAY..HE WAS SOOO GOOD)

The ceiling, touched with light, was just...amazing

The view from on stage

So, that's the inside of it. This place is located at KLCC, at the back entrance. So anyway, when we entered that place, I couldn't stop but just had to say "AWE..OO..AA..OMG.." yeah.. XD. And Azreen was like "Omg, Nik, PLEASE LAH!!" So I stopped the childish act. We took our places and practiced with that 'famous' guy in the picture, Marc Rochester. (I'll get a pic of him later)

Got a pic of him!!! I'll try to get a better one!!

After about 3hours, singing 4 songs with the national choir and some other schools, Me, Azreen and Mya were given about an hour's rest. So we went to the toilet and..well you'll see.

Make up, make up, make up.. itu je kau tau, huh Azreen?? lol joking.

Me, Azreen and Mya..(As you can see, I wasn't ready for the pic..XP)

Mya, Azreen and me..something's wrong with Azreen....omg....lol, joking again..

Azreen and me..huggie..

ME!!!

(I BET YOU GUYS AT SRI UTAMA ARE LIKE "OMG, NATALIA IS WEARING A..TUDUNG?!!? HAHAHAHAHAHAHA..." I KNOW WHAT YOU GUYS ARE THINKING... ESPECIALLY THE VERY CLOSE 4 FRIENDS I KNOW....)

Me and Mya..huggie..

Mya and Azreen..( I edited the picture)

You guys know who we are!!!

Make up lagi...aduhai, ape nak jadi... lol, joking AGAIN..

(I HAVE A BAD FEELING THAT AZREEN'S GONNA KILL ME LATER.. BUT ONLY IF SHE READS THIS....IF....MUAHAHAHAHA...)

Hahaha.. anyway, tak kisah lah!!! I'm just happy that i got a chance to be there with them.. Oh yeah, the 4 songs... ok, dengar ye....or....baca this....or,whatever, first we sang 'So Fa Jazz', (my favourite, it's the easiest), then we sang 'Strawberry fair' arranged by Christopher Brown. Next we sang 'With a little help from my friends'..This song was from the famous band "THE BEETLES". AND, MY MOST FAV OF THEM ALL, 'The Rhythm of Life'!!! this song was composed by Cy Coleman and lyrics from Dorothy Fields.

OH, AND FYI, we got the scores (lyrics) the day before the performance, and we still manage to sound beutifully, like Kahoko playing the violin. Well anyway, that's all for now...BYE!!!

"They say, love the dream, and the love that they share, was eternal"

Natalia

I got Tagged..by Di fa?!?!!?

2009-02-06T05:31:00.000-08:00

OK, THIS'S THE FIRST TIME DI FA MADE A TAG...
Ok, jom start!!

**RULES***

The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.Each player answers the questions about themselves.At the end of the post, the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves them a comment, letting them know they’ve been tagged.Let the person who tagged you know when you’ve posted your answer.

***END***

What were you doing 5 years ago?
5 years ago.. hmmm.... I found out there was a game called "KINGDOM HEARTS"..and I love it.

What were the 5 things on your list today?
1. getting ready to choose which school club to take..(ugh..taekwondo..should I??)
2. download anime songs
3. watch Red Garden at 10pm
4. do homework
5. surfing the net...(wait, I'm doing that now,right??)

What are 5 snacks that you enjoy?
1. chocolate (cadbury)
2. ice-cream
3. sour sweets
4. japanese sweets
5. ...keropok lekor??

What are 5 jobs you've had?
1. managing
2. cleaning
3. umm..doing work at a convention
4. errmm.....
5. school student..hehe

5 people you want to tag...
1. Janise
2. Jovee
3. Diyanah
4. ....
5. whoeverreadsthisistagged..ok?

"There is neither good or bad...But thinking makes it so"

Natalia

UPDATED!!!!!!!!!! (NEW SCHOOL)

2009-02-01T00:06:00.000-08:00

FINALLY UPDATED...AFTER SOOOO LONG..
(Sorry people, i was busy)

HAHAHAHA...HAHA..ha..ha..ok so i updated it, not feeling so proud right now...don't know why...

So, let's get started.. I officially got into a new school, and at first, i didn't even know why i had to go to a new school. When i found out about it i was like "Daddy, are you serious?? A new school, a GOVERMENT SCHOOL?!?!? At where?? I didn't even made a goodbye T-Shirt signing!!!"

AND YES, I CALL MY DAD DADDY... :P

So on the first day of school, i got lost in the mist of non-stop talking, energetic, care free students... i couldn't fine my line, so i had to ask someone, and i was like.. "Excuse me, where's 4 Utarid??" and the girl was like "huh??" ...=.=...and then i said, "Tak de, tak pe, minta maaf ye.." ...So then a teacher that i knew found me, and she guided me through the faces of students that were looking at me..it's like a zombie school. And in my heart i knew what they were thinking.. 'look,look!!! budak baru weh!!!" So when i got to my line, the teacher was like "INI BUDAK BARU!!! KAWAN DENGAN DIA YE!! TUNJUK DIA SELURUH TEMPAT SEKOLAH YE!!!!" ..she shouted it so loudly, until almost everone was looking...AND almost instanly, i got a few new friends.

When i went to my class i just said "OMG..WHERE THE HELL AM I GONNA SIT?!?!"... Later that day, the whole school knew that there was a new girl in school.. especially if your a sri utama student...and many people kept asking me "Do you know reza? Do you know fauzan? Do you know suraya? Do you know shahmi? Do you know haris? Do you know diyanah? Do you know bla, bla, bla.." then for the whole day i said "yes, he's in my school, yes,she's in my school, yes,he's my classmate, yes,she's my classmate, yes,yes,yes..." I felt like Jim Carrey from the movie YES MAN.

After a few days, I decide to join some clubs, so I started with the choir club. When i wanted to join, i had to take a singing test..it went like this.. e.. e...e....e.....e......e......e........e........e....... and then a.........a.......a......a.....a....a...a..a. So at the end of the day, i got in and i was happy. I also decided to take SPM music while im there. They have a teakwondo club, but im having second thoughts about it..after what happen at sri utama.....=.=..... but maybe i'll join...maybe...

The cafeteria was absolutely amazing!!!better than sri utama cafeteria....NAH!!! The cafeteria had two seperate stations.. One was for boys, the other for girls... I KNOW, THEY SEPERATE BOYS AND GIRLS!!! I MEAN, I WAS LIKE...WHAT?!?!?.... At first i wasn't use to it, but know i am...oh, and the food here tastes even better. The teachers here are CRAAAAAZZZY!!! They sometimes fight in front of us students, a play fight of course, and when they want to compliment, or critize, they will surely shout "yes!!!" or "no!!"

OH, BY THE WAY, JUST WANTED TO LET YOU GUYS KNOW.. ON THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL, EVERYBODY TOUGHT I WAS FOREIGN....SWT...

"If you want something, then work hard for it..who cares if people say you can't do it or it's impossible, YOU KNOW YOU CAN DO IT"

Natalia

OMG, A day in the HELL STUDIO!!!

2009-01-06T00:23:00.000-08:00

AHH!!!

LOL, JOKING...

Anyway, today I spent a day at my mum's aerobic studio, and guess what.... I had to do some work for my mum... and it was SO TIRING!!!

Help me!!!! Im so tired!!!

Me and some papers on the floor

OK, so all I had to do was write how many items were there in my mum's studio... there are about more than 70 items...but somehow i manage squeeze it into 4 pages.... THEN THERE WAS THE HARDWORK.....

If you think arranging and counting fitballs is easy..THINK AGAIN!

YEAH, IT'S NOT EASY TO ARRANGE SO MANY FITBALLS...THEY ALWAYS SOMEHOW MANAGE TO FALL OVER..AGAIN..AND AGAIN...AND AGAIN...

OMG...SO MANY BARBELLS...AND DUMBELLS

YEAH, BARBELLS...... I HAD TO CARRY 1.5KG, 2.5KG AND 5KG OF BARBELLS!!! AND THERE WERE 30 EACH!!!! AHHHH!!!!!

BUT AFTER THAT, A GOOD NIGHT..ERR..AFTERNOON SLEEP

BUT THEN.....

I started to have this weird dream.... huh, wait what's that??...ah..no,NO, NOOOOO...!!!!!!

OMG, WHERE THE HELL AM I?!?!?! IN A PORTABLE SAUNA SHEET??? AHHHH!!!!

OH THANK GOD!!! I CAN SEE MY HEAD!!!!

lol, that's a sauna sit in....just taught i take a picture of me in it...hehe..

Until then

Natalia...

Guitar!!!!

2009-01-05T05:30:00.000-08:00

Look, it's a GUITAR!!!

-_-'......uhmm...

So, i've been taking..well actually practicing the bass guitar, cause since my dad plays AWSOME music, i decided to give it a try....(if you think playong the guitar is easy, THINK AGAIN!!)haha....anyway i really like my dad's guitar, it's like a elling of "autumn glory".

Guitar!!!...and me..

But i hate it when other people try to ruin the guitar.....(note: raul's not destroying the guitar)

Raul and the guitar

Oh, well it's ok.. i'll just have to practice un silence....(with the permission of my dad of course)

Until then

Natalia...

TAG.YOUR.IT

2009-01-05T04:09:00.000-08:00

Rules : -
1) This tag is only for girls, no boys!
2) Be honest!
3) It must be true!
4) There must be only one answer, unless there is a 'more than one answer'.
5) Must tag ten peeps!
6) No tagging back!
Tags :
1) Didi
2) Di Fa
3) ok...what??
4) hold..on
5) uhm...
6) err..
7) hmm..
8) ok...wait..
9) aha!!
10) anyonewho'sagirl..hehe.. (can you read it??)

Favourites
1) What is your favourite colour?
White, Black and Blue

2) What is your favourite food?
Sushi, Thosai and...erm..yeah that's it

3) What is your favourite drink?
Ice lemon tea

Men
1) What kind of guy do you prefer?
HMM...ok, a nice, understanding, funny yet serious guy...(is there a guy like that??)

2) How you want your crush to confess to you?
HEHE..well, as long it's NOT in a embarassing way, and NOT infront of everybody

3) What do you want your boyfriend to give you during Valentine's Day?
HMM...well, presents would be nice, but i prefer getting something related to anime or manga (for the time being)

Until then,

Natalia....

The New Year

2009-01-04T04:18:00.000-08:00

ok, first of all..

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!!!!!!

UHM...MOVING ON,

So, 2009... time to leave the past and go towards the future. I admit I have many regrets, but wonderful memories as well... But anyway, i'll leave all that behind, and embrace a new hope.. Lately I have always been worrying about every single detail..(well, not really) but I hope..no, I want to change and be a better person then I was...So here is a list of- my resolutions for 2009

MY RESOLUTIONS FOR 2009

I WILL study harder
I WILL not gain more than 65kg, or else I promise I will do 500 squats in 3 days
I WILL change my attitude, for the better
I WILL practice hard on both school work and manga drawing skills
I WILL give 100%..no wait...70% hardwork and 30% effort on mathematics
I WILL be much kinder to my sister and brother............. -_-'
I WILL NOT practice taekwondo this year, cause i'm afraid I will injure myself
I WILL NOT ever underestimate anybody
I WILL NOT spend too much time on the computer
I WILL promise to improve my handwriting and my cooking
I WILL NEVER miss my praying (5x a day)
I WILL finish (again) reading the Al-Quran
I WILL fast 1 week 2 times....

Insya-Allah....

Hehe...

!!!VICTORY!!!

13 important resolutions for year 2009!!!! I hope that you too had made your resolutions for 2009!!!

DATE FOR PMR RESULTS!!!

2008-12-24T20:09:00.000-08:00

OK, SO I READ THE NEWS, AND SEARCH THE INTERNET TODAY, AND THE DATE FOR THE PMR RESULTS WILL BE ON THE 30TH DECEMBER 2008 (TUESDAY)....
AHH, SO NERVOUS..

But it's really confusing, as many other internet info that i searched said that it will be on the 26th, 27th and 28th.... My cousin said he'll be getting his result on Friday, but i;m still not sure.... But I think it will be on the 30th..(I trust the newspapers more).. ugh, why so late... we need time to know what subject we have to take next year right???

I'm sooo scared, but curious at the same time....it's like "A calm day, before the storm". Oh well, no turning back now right?? I hope that we all can have straight A's... Right now I'll put my hopes on god... Like Kairi said, "mada mada dane", "no, not yet"...(she's not taking the exam, and lives in japan...she watches too many prince of tennis shows.. sorry kairi, if your reading this,i'm not insulting prince of tennis)

I guess i'll have to find out more about the date...

So anyway i hope that everyone will get good results. ALL THE BEST!!!!

REMEMBER 30TH DECEMBER 2008 (TUESDAY)

Massive landslide at Bukit Antarabangsa

2008-12-09T04:53:00.000-08:00

So many people died on that day...including a favorite vetenarian of mine...
THIS POST IS ABOUT THE BRAVE MOTHER/VET WHO SACRIFE HER LIFE TO SAVE HER CHILDREN....

Last Saturday (6.12.2008), at 4.00am, a massive landslide struck the residents of Bukit Antarabangsa....SO, according to her sons, she woke up,scared, of the terrible earth shaking.... She called out to her kids, to make sure that they were safe. By the time they got to her, the landslide was already near...No time to escape. So she used her own body to protect her sons in one of the rooms, or corners, I don't really know. I didn't get that much details... the earth came and crush the doc's body, killing her, but saving her children....

I didn't know how the kids got out, like I said, I didn't get that much details.... But one thing is for sure, she was a kind lady, to humans and animals. The last time I saw her was probably about 4 or 3 years ago, yeah, didn't had time to visit her in those long years.... many people died on that day too.. .and maybe there were some people I knew that once live there, probably gone now.....or really gone now........I don't really know..... it's so sad to see people die, definately NOT a happy occasion....

AHHH!!!!.....My drawing skills are starting to suck...BADLY...

2008-12-04T19:36:00.000-08:00

DAMMIT!!! MY DRAWING SKILLS ARE STARTING TO SUCK... THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU STOP DRAWING FOR 2 MONTHS....

AHH, I CAN'T TAKE IT!!!!!

EVEN SIMPLE DRAWINGS LIKE A FACE IS HARD TO DRAW.....

SOMEBODY HELP ME!!!!!!

So, I started with this simple emo, mysterious simple drawing....see....it sucks...... I can't draw anymore.......

And then I continued on..... and I felt like crying...... it's so badly drawn....... so, I thought to myself "I'm a disgrace to all living anime art...".....T_T......

So I continued on....and by that time I was "malas" already........ and I was like "Never mind lah.....just do it..".......

Huh.... so I kept on shading and drawing..... (ahhh, Vee is much better at this than i am....)

So, then I thought, "No, in oder to become the best manga artist around, I must never give up!!!!"................... ok, that wasn't what i was thinking.............. but, it was already late at night, so I stop...for a while......and overselpt...... and woke up at 3.34am....... (ughh, so tired)

OK...so I continued on.....darkening it, with my almost out of ink shading pen........ (I know....it looks stupid, right???)....and I finally finish it..... Then, I really need to go to the bathroom.......... went to the bathroom, came back to my room, off the lights, jumped in the bed, then wanted an extra pillow, and OMG, WHAT THE HELL DID I JUST HOLD ON?!?!?!? IT WAS SO FURRY!!!!!!.....got out of bed, turned on the lights....it was my cat.... under the cover sheets.... I was like......~_~......swt......dam cat... scared the hell out of me...and it was like in the middle of the night......

Anyway,my drawing skills have really suck....

Ok, anime pics for DECEMBER (RAGNAROK)

2008-12-03T01:22:00.001-08:00

HAHA, THESE ARE ANIME PICTURES FOR THIS MONTH!!!
RAGNAROK!!!!
(take them if you want.....i'll gladly let you have it)

LALA,,IT'S MY BIRTHDAY......^-^ (24.11.2008)

2008-12-02T23:57:00.000-08:00

HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'M FINALLY 15!!!!!!MUAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!

(Dam.......i'm still the youngest girl in class.....T_T......)

Anyway, im finally 15,haha... still the youngest but hey, im 15!!!! So first of all i wanna thank all my friends, family and hiro mashima for making great manga!!!....XP.... So this is what happen on 15th birthday.

We didn't celebrate like the "traditional" way.... this time we went to the concorde hotel (is that how you spell it??? concorde???).... This time sonia's boyfriend came along too. Oh, and the birthday cake was really heavy, and big........had a hard time carrying it.

ME!!

KATARINA and DADDY

RAUL and MUMMY

AARON and SONIA

So then we ate, and sang a birthday song and open my presents..... Got a shocked when I open them.... really,those were really cool presents.

!!!PRESENTS!!!

So, i had a great time......sorry for writing this post sooo short.... not really much we did there.... anyway, i'm glad i'm finally 15.

GREAT NARUTO PICTURES!!!

2008-11-16T20:36:00.000-08:00

UHMM...TADA!!! GREAT NARUTO PICTURES!!!!
( A friend gave them to me, so i decided to post it here... if you want the pics, take them)

Did some intense thinking...

2008-11-13T01:14:00.000-08:00

OK, So i really, REALLY did some intense thinking, and here's what i thought.

Have you ever look in the mirror and just think that "who am i, really???"...
"Is this the person that i am??? Is everything for real.. or not?"...

So, i know that these questions that i have been asking myself, for like ever has come to an end... I don't know what's gonna happen next in my life..... But i know one thing. And that is.....this is me, it's who i am, I'm not a fake, don't have to be one. But it always goes into my mind.. Who am i??? I'm always asking that about myself, everyday, in my dreams, to my family... I've got great friends, you know who they are....or not... Everyday i always put a smile on my face, thought that would answer all my questions.. BUT NO.. Today i finally found all those answers, not by myself, i got help, and that is everyone i know. Family, friends and some....uh....'other' friends too. The thing is, I love my life, no matter how boring, stupid it may be, it's true.

So, i'm ME, this IS the person that I AM, and lastly, everything is for real... so today the questions stop being in my head, in my dreams and in my life...huh... yeah, i'm really proud of who i am... even if i can be an idiot sometimes, life isn't that tough..

Come swim with me, lets swim away, swim away....

2008-11-06T22:34:00.000-08:00

HAHA, TODAY, WE SWAM!!! (there were boys, so i chicken out a bit...=_=...)...(6.11.2008)

lol, anyway today me, jovee and clarisia went swimming in our school pool. SO, at first, we didn't wanted to swim, cause the boys were swimming. But then we changed our mind cause we werw like, "AH,WHO CARES??? I BROUGHT ALL THIS STUFF JUST TO SWIM AND I'M NOT SWIMMING??? WTF!!!".....( okay, that's not what we said....) =p

So we changed clothes, and jump into the pool....hehehe..that's where the fun really begins!

ME in the pool!!!

JOVEE, CLARISIA, and ME in the kiddie pool

So at first, me and jovee dive in the kiddie pool. Clarisia didn't want to cause she didn't bring her swim things...(ugh...she's so forgetul...KIDDING!!) Then as we started to swim, i found out that jovee can't float!!! I mean c'mon, she CAN swim but CAN'T FLOAT??? I was like WHAT?!?!? So then she asked me to teach her (i was like, so proud)...but i didn't know it would be that difficult. So when i asked to float on top of the water, she was like "WHOA, OMG I can't float!!!".. then i said to her "What do you mean you can't float, i'm heavier than you and i can float!"....huh.... The first time she tried to float, bubbles came out of her ears!!!! I WAS LAUGHING LIKE MAD!!

JOVEE....learning to float!

So then, some kiddie kids came around 9am i think and finally clarisia went in the pool just to play with the kids.. Then we saw this little korean boy and Clarisia said it reminded her of her lil'cousin. We manage to take a picture with the devil kid...seriously, it was a handful.. He refused to take a picture with us, so we forced him...

The DEVIL and US!!! (OH, and CLARISIA edited it)

After that, jovee wanted to go into the "BIG POOL".. lol.. So we went there and played water polo. The boys went out of the pool a few minutes later, cause it was time to change.. Later we we showered and got changed too. Then after that we played choh-tai-tee....(i don't know how to pronounce it).....

ALRIGHT!!!!!

2008-10-30T03:50:00.000-07:00

ALRIGHT!!!!!

ALRIGHT!!!! I've finally activated my blog!!!

FINALLY, after 3 long months, i've finally done it! I feel so proud, excited and dam happy right now.. Doing this is a really great accomplishment for me, cause as many of you know, i'm a computer noob..(YES I ADMIT IT)..

Anyway, this will be the start of my blogging legacy!!! (lol, i'm too psyched up)

And on top of that, i can finally hack into any of my friends blog...OOPS, i mean comment on any of my friends blog...(don't worry, i'm a computer noob, remember??) lol.

Moving on, i want to thank many of my.....

Best friends---JOVEE, PEI TING, JANISE, CLARISIA, STEPHANIE, SAM (possibly), MOHAN (maybe)

Outstation friends---KAIRI, SORA, HARU, KAZUKI, AYA, TINA and TIFA

Family---DAD, MUM, SONIA, KATARINA (maybe) RAUL

And last but not least, my love---ANIME & MANGA!!

Hehehe, THANKS EVERY ONE!!!!!!!